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Feb. 19th, 2006
06:23 pm - long time no see...
well this half term...hows it been...
well was really happy cos i got to see phoebe carmen camilla hannah rich and jaz the other nite which was nice :) unfortunatly mili didnt cut my hair...actually i dno if tht is unfortunate mite be a gd thing! :P
wot else...nuthin.
im quite boring at the moment...
trying to give up smoking...and beer...mmm.not being very successful at the moment.
and going back to skool in half an hour.going bak with mixed feelings...m.
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pensiveDec. 23rd, 2005
06:34 pm
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
umm...some parts were awesome. some parts were pure shite.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
its difficult to pin point one moment in particular...italy was gd...yeah it really is difficult...so many things happen in a year.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
mmm...there have been a few. a few weeks ago was a bad time...before the summer of gcses...that was a depressing time also...
4) Where were you when 2005 began?
milas party - quite a funny nite as it turns out.
5) Who were you with?
st gregs mates...those were the days
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
in london...i hope
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
callum and those who manage to treck it out to london i guess
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
well...to be honest i cant remember what it was...i know new years eve it was gonna be to stop smoking...but by the morning of new years day...well that wasnt gonna happen...so i really dont know.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
umm...i dont think so...
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yuhuh.
17) Who are your favorite new friends?
favourite...thats a bit of an odd question.
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
um...the month of july - when i was in italy i guess was a good month.
19) Did you travel outside of the UK in 2005?
yep...italy,lanzarote...i think thats it...
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
states...?...i dont understand the question...
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
yes.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
well...towards the end of the year...yes.
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
ooo thats such a difficult question...so many good movies so little time...school of rock maybe?
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
not many
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
sing-a-long-a sound of music with my two podge balls...if that counts as a concert...?
28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
unfortunatly so.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
not an extreme amount
30) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
yes...alot.
32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2005?
ah man...i dunno...dont think i can really recall any major lies bein told...
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
not sure...
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
yes.unfortunatly so.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
well...i think so.
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
probably quite alot.
37) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
jeez...where do i begin?probably breaking my jaw...yes that was really quite emmbarrassing.
38) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change it, what would it be?
hmmmm.........i really dunno...theres probably so much.
39) What are your plans for 2006?
to put 100% effort into evrything i do. and live each day as though it were my last...or try to at least...
Oct. 6th, 2005
01:37 pm
kool. just found out i can go on LJ form school which is kool.
just had first proper day back...havn't been rinsed TOO badly...yet.
got frees all this afternoon so my life is looking good...at the moment...but things could change...probably will knowing my luck.
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accomplishedOct. 4th, 2005
07:55 pm - life goes on...
well going bak to skool 2moro.
hopefully i wont get beaten up for looking like a complete cock,or even worse no one wanting to even walk down the corridor with me. oh well it's my fault i guess. i am SO not drinking for a while. i mean even if i did it wud be beer through a straw anyway but ya kno.
well i guess life goes on and all that jazzz and so must i with it.
probably wont be able to update this for a while cos i'll be at skool. but... hope everyones kool.
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crankyOct. 3rd, 2005
10:39 am
ok well didnt go back to school last night mainly because i still cant eat and i am still drinking through a straw.went to casualty yesterday to get it xrayed, could be broken in three places but cant do anything for it so im fucked till it gets better basically. so im stuck at home doing fuck all craving nicotine and in pain feeling sorry for myself.
im also starving hungry cos i cant eat.
so wot have i been up to...?nothing much except for embaressing myself and breaking my face. fun.
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aggravatedOct. 1st, 2005
01:21 pm
hey guys... its the weekend so im back at home. and iv got no school this morning cos its exeat weekend - wayy.
on that subject, because its exeat weekend went to see my boyfriends band play last night. they were fucking awesome. however, i was SO drunk that once they had finished playing i fell (i dont remeber this) and when i got home last night found that i had a huge gash on my chin a fat lip and a cracked jaw. to be honsest its probably lucky that i was so fucked because i reckon it would of probably cained otherwise. this morning im in fucking pain. i cant open my mouth to even fit a toothbrush in it. i cant eat anything. i had trouble even smoking this morning.
so basically i really dont think im going to get as drunk as that for a while now. i look SO bad. im suprised jake didnt dump me last night i look so bad.
anyway schools good. its fucking gay that literally its now a no smoking area completely i mean even the teachers arnt allowed to smoke on site so we have to be so sly about it - its annoying.
hope evryones kool, and enjoying there new schools/colleges.
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embarrassedSep. 5th, 2005
12:45 pm - live fast, die young.
hmmmm... have not beeen on here in ages...
whats happened...
lanzarote was awsome, italy was awsome... seeing the guys after 2 months was awsome...i missed them alot...btw on that note phoebe cud you text me your address cos ive lost it...again...
um... well this week i havnt really done much, went out with tilly, found hugo a job, got grounded, did an all nighter with hugo and juan... BIG mistake cos the day after (yesterday) i felt ill so no sleep plus sickness was not a good mix.
so today is the last day of the holidays for me...i was just packing to go to school tomorrow. PACKING?! thats just crazy.it seems really weird that im going to a boarding school...it sounds horrible...but it wont be...i hope...
so yeah wish me luck for my first day of "school" tomorrow.
guess i better go finish packing...
anyone kno wot this means?Aug. 26th, 2005
07:26 pm
got back from lanzarote at 2am feeling good.
internets working.awsome.
gcse results...
3 As 7 Bs
...wayyy
koolio to be back in rainy cold england... i kinda did start to the miss the cold a bit! crazy.
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bouncyAug. 4th, 2005
02:39 pm - ciao bella
ok so arrived back to england after being away in italy for a month aand its weird to see that nothing much has changed... crazy.
had an amazing time in italy it was lush... really weird to back now though.
going to lanzarote next week which should be good.
only took a day back at home to make things back to normal with the family again... the arguments have started back again... fun.
got back to find the internets not working...our computer crashed... lost all my pictures from prom, leavers day, general pics... its really gay... if any of you guys have pictures i can download it would be appreciated.
so sitting in noodles house... updating... havnt been online for AGES... its weird...
hope u guys have had good summers so far...
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lazyJun. 29th, 2005
12:46 pm
monday went shopping for clothes got some LUSH/FIT/SEXY clothes V.happy rosie :) :) :)
went to drama in the eve and then stayed over at noodles. LOL. we had THE funniest time (well i guess we always do.)
we...
*waxed her legs
*read harry potter
*smoked to much
*ate marmite toast
was perrrfect.
next day was kool we jus did fuck all...
*ate toast
*went to noodles school
*went to town
*went to neros
*went to pigeon park
*got scared by some bloke
*smoked too much
*went to mine
was fun.
this morning i went to order my uniform for downside...hmph.well.its okay...i mean cud be better cud be worse...was entertaining tho.
pete and i took the dogs for a walk...saw a guy who was "ripped" (petes comment not mine) came home and i am now making humous :)
got one more day in england...going to italy in one day...for a whole month...cant wait.
tomorrow is walkers 18th...suprise party for him...should be good.although noodle and i have to then get up at six the next morning to get the train to th airport...
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groggyJun. 27th, 2005
11:14 am - summer sunshine
woah ok i havnt updated this for AGES...
so whats happened since last time...?
thursday spent the day with pete was kool cos i havnt seen him in AGES we went into town, i had lunch with my grandma (lol) then we came back home, played badminton, chilled out, i beat pete 2 games to 1 thats rite folks u heard it here first ;)
friday got up and pete and i lounged around watching pulp fiction with a duvet and a comfy sofa,perfection.pete went to town and i watched shark tale LOL.
went out in the evening...was quite fun...walked home (omg) got back to mine at like 1 in the morning then me n hugo sat chatting for lik an hour.
saturday went down to walkers, had a bit of an awkward situ with his mum, we went to town met up with the other guys went to the pub, got very drunk.pissed off some sexy people.got home too late, was drunk while at a BBQ for the thompsons with all the family friends...hope it wasnt too obvious, played badminton and me n pete beat will n charlie even in the state i was in lol.
sunday went to mass, came back to find phoebe and siobahn walkin down my road.they wer very pissed off with me.had a serious chat.cant really do those kinda chats tho so it didnt really go to well.dunno wot their thinkin now.hope its ok.(they wer the sexy people i pissed off on saturay)so yeah.but then we played badminton,watched the oc mila and i tlked bout the sexyness of summer and we moved on.i hope.
and now today.woke up.got dressed.came downstairs.had breakfast.came here.done.
going shopping for italy today :)
going in four days.
calmJun. 22nd, 2005
10:12 am - summer, sunglasses and suncream...
hm.
the end of an era has come.
yesterday i had my last exam EVER.
yesterday was the last time i have to wesr my uniform EVER.
yesterday was the last time i have to go to st gregs EVER.
so.
im am one happy fucker.
and then today is going to be amazing cos phoebe, mila, siobhan, hannah and carmen are coming over to my house and we're gonna play badminton!!!!!!!! adn make lemondae!!!!!!! and the thompsons are coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im SO excited bout them coming cos i havnt seen them in lik a fucking year, thats jus crazy.
excitedJun. 17th, 2005
04:56 pm
my fucking msn isnt working
im shit with computers that i cant fix it
:(
annoyed04:46 pm - thoughts, feelings, confusion.
hm.
why are we here? this is a question that so many people ask the whole time and it is also a question that never gets answered.
i mean seriously. we are all a load of humans on this earth going about our daily lives but for what purpose. i mean what is the point. where are we actually heading?
i just dont think it makes sense.
at all.
my good/bad/horny/boring/exciting/desparate/d
i just feel like im heading nowhere.
why do i give a fuck?
i guess i actually dont.
had quite a fun day today. phoebe and milli came over... we went on a walk... chilled in a field... came home... watched a film...
its generally been okay.
:)
pensive01:38 pm - flange, boob and podge
well i woke up this morning, then got a very sexual call from mila and phoebe :)
i then sat down to watch a film fell asleep and then got the bestest suprise when phoebe and mila knocked on my door.
this was SO exciting and we went to go sit in a feild :)
and thats my day so far :)
bouncyJun. 16th, 2005
08:26 pm - headaches,painkillers,past lives...?
hmph.
iv got a head ache.
i was gonna have something interesting to say.
but i guess its gonna have to wait.
im really not in the mood.
crankyJun. 15th, 2005
12:53 pm
i am extaticaly (is that how u spell it :S) OVER THE MOON :)
for the following reasons...
1) Luce passed her driving test this morning first time :)
2) i have two more exams left :)
3) i am currently eating humous ad pita bread *yum*
4) in two weeks im going to live in italy for a month :)
well yes indeedy.
i am incredibly happy :)
and then i remember that tomorrows exam is science.
and i come crashing down to earth.
hmph.
i had a really weird bus journey. coming home from maths exams today.
u know when ur sitting on the bus by urself so u just sort of take in other people on the bus and u sometimes see really funny situaitions.
ye? no? mayeb? ok well maybe it was just me. but yeah... well thinkin back on it... i guess it was one of those "u had to be there" things so i rekon i may just shut up.
on that quiz thing that people have been making recently i asked who my idol was and it was a choice between george bush wonderwoman hugh heffner and someone else... loads of people put hugh heffner... which is wrong but thinkin about it...
hugh heffner... he lives in a mansion surrounded by fit playboy bunnys, having parties the whole time, and getting to have great sex whenever he feels like it. maybe he is someone who i should aspire to be like... (as well as wonderwoman)
yes i think he will be.
u heard it here first folks ;)
bouncyJun. 14th, 2005
04:43 pm - dont stop me now.
hmmm...
im in a really wierd mood today.
iv recently been thinking loads which as alot of u know is pretty dangerous... but he result of that thinking has been that iv become really confused lol.
ya see cos iv been thinking it means i start to form more opinions than i alredy have which means that i become more confused... does this make any sense? didnt think so.
do u ever really want to show a part of urself but dont because of fear of rejection/confusion/turned away/letdown/outcast
all u really need is for someone to tell u that its all ok and it dosnt matter and that they'll love you anyway. but stil u cant.
see i just confuse myself.
but iv made a resolutions with myself that i am just going to keep my head down and get on with it. i dont have any energy left to worry about past mistakes/future mistakes even present mistakes.
i hate the fact u still have to live with ur mistakes and even urself.
after u have done something/thought something/said something that u later regret.
ok.
thats it.
thats the end.
im moving on.
dont stop me now.
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determinedJun. 13th, 2005
02:17 pm
oh god.
not feeling great today.
i have done something VERY stupid.
im also still in pain from saturday night.
i guess i can only hope that one day i will finally learn from my fukcing mistakes.
annoyedJun. 12th, 2005
12:41 pm - scrapes, scratches and sambuca
ooooooooooooo dear.
well went out last night. started out as quite a quiet night. but then the drinks started flowing.
i have learnt (as i have learnt many a time before last night) i just should not mix beer and spiritsin excess.
i really cannot rememebr how many pints and shots i had but the result was not good.
this morning not only do i have a fucking bad headache i also have a gash in my hand, scratches all down my legs and bruises all over me.
how u may ask did this happen?
i stumble down my road at god knows wot hour last night/this morning and i find the gate to my house is fucking locked, so in the drunken state i am i have to climb over the gate... my god. first try i get half way over then fall backwards against a brick wall, couldnt move for a while... almost knocked myself unconscious. finally get over the gate find im locked out!
oh my god.
get into my house somehow make it up to my room and pass out on my bed.
and that was my saturday night.
fun.
wake up this morning a banging headache and stratches and bruises all over me.
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